Forgiveness

I couldn’t resist to share my sentiments with you all, so , even when I have my physics exam tomorrow, I hereby write a poem with all my anguish in it.

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It’s still him in my mind
And in my heart,
That is wretched and wrecked.
It’s subtle
Wondering why it’s him
Just him in my mind still.
He troubles me in my sleep
My studies are agitated.
His memories make me weep,
And stab my heart till deep.
But then again, foolishly
My heart believes,
That one day he’ll run into me
And forever remain with me.
My mind defy this muck
And reminds me of the pain I suffer
Every moment , everyday.
It says, being stern,
If he was concerned
Then why had he left
Leaving me bereft
Of ecstasy that I deserved.
A persistent battle goes on,
Between my heart and mind,
I favour one and the other wins over
Leaving me perplexed, like a rover.
I act oblivious to the agony
I underwent ,
Just to forgive and earn him
In the end.

Sanskriti

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115 thoughts on “Forgiveness

      1. Thanks Sanskriti for you appreciation. 🙂
        Actually I removed that post yesterday, because like yours, even my exams are going to start. And since, I’m bit obsessed with WordPress, so I’ve stopped writing. I thought of taking break from it for a month. So, I’ll be posting this on February 13, though I’ll be waiting for your review on that post when I come back . Haha. 🙂
        BTW All the best once again. 🙂

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      1. 😂 I don’t know :p Just like that only, you know, we sometimes make an image of a person before seeing them or knowing about them, a bit of stereotypical thing ,hehe..
        Jo b h, the truth is that you’re 14 , njoy and all the best 😉

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  1. A lovely poem! I love the tone you’ve used…hope Physics went well! I tend to blog a lot during exams too….such a stress buster.. I hope you find a solution to the battle going on between your heart and mind!

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  2. So it happens to everyone…While studying for my 10+2 exams, I would end up reading every sort of magazine there in the house…I loved reading everything during this period except for the ‘THE’ text books ;). It’s good you put your energy in composing poems. This one is really nice.

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  3. Behd Khubsurat Peshkash hai Sanskritiji.
    Specialty”It’s still him in my mind
    And in my heart,
    That is wretched and wrecked.
    It’s subtle
    Wondering why it’s him
    Just him in my mind still.
    He troubles me in my sleep
    My studies are agitated.
    His memories make me weep,
    And stab my heart till deep.
    But then again, foolishly “

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  4. Woah girl, I just read all your posts Such an impressive array of words ,feelings and literature. You are so good in articulating your feelings . Keep up with your spirit girl. Keep writing and all the best for your board exams .🙌🙌 😉

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