It occurred to me that he loved me
I too went on a step further.
When it felt as if this time was the best in my life,
All of a sudden he left me.
A void was created deep in my heart.
I lost my sleep , I broke my heart,
No mood to eat , no mood to sing,
Depression hovered around my wing.
30 , 60 then 90 days passed,
I was stuck in him ,alas!
I realise that I wasn’t me anymore,
I became someone who was weak at core.
He made me cry not just in dreams
But once in front of my friend too.
I decided that day to move on in life,
Because true lovers on earth are very few.
I questioned myself ,”how can I love a guy
Who treated me like a fixable toy.”
I made my mind to leave him behind
Since his addiction made me blind.
Who would’ve have known
He’ll once return
And bring back those memories
I locked in a world of my own.