I wrote this 20 months ago at around 1:30A.M. and I still don’t remember what was wrong with me that night.
Hope you like it.
I know not if you exist still,
Believe me or not but that’s making me ill, Your presence is what I am bound to,
The possibility of living without you are nill.
All the days I spent
The sleepless nights that went
Thoughts of you hovered over my mind,
I don’t know if you think about me too
I know not if you’re alive still.
Lifeless possessions of yours
Remind me of your scent,
I know not where you are pinned,
I still have hope that you’d soon be in.
Come back, my heat moans and throbs
Escaping all fears I hault my sob,
Day by day I don’t know what,
Is killing the seed of love you’ve sown.
I can’t ask why you’ve been too good
At all the times I spent with the you,
But still my heart ask me sometimes,
If you were too good for me to confine.
I love you with all my heart and soul
but know not where you have now gone.
I keep waiting for the day I will,
Know if you exist still.