I Love Him, BUT…

He’s beautiful, though
But I’m not.
Not from my thoughts,
Not from my soul.

He’s honest, though
But I’m not.
I’m their prey.

I never thought
I could be that judgemental
But I am, that judgemental.
Stereotypes are unfortunately my thing.

One can’t find
Everything in one.
But who can make my
Mind ponder over it.

My demands are
A bane for me.
I’ll one day lose
All for me.

I wish to cease
My wishes.
I dream to be
What he dreams.

I want to be a part of his life
But my spinning head
Isn’t that right,
And won’t let me through this fight.

I don’t deserve to be loved,
With such a mind.
I thought mob was narrow minded,
But it’s me who is blind.


87 thoughts on “I Love Him, BUT…

  1. It’s not always easy to realize the flaws one has.And more difficult it is to correct oneself.But there’s always a room for correction and love is a beautiful thing to happen. This love I can say will take you to that room.

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      1. 🙂
        Hopefully lives could be saved as soon as such confusions and self doubt be properly addressed…. No one is in perfect, we just begin to love the others imperfection…. Fear of rejection must not take over love and it’s expression, that’s all I wanted to say with respect to this beautiful post 🙂 !!

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  2. wonderful poem, dear Sanskriti!
    I believe he is very lucky because not everyone is able to realise his /her flaws.and love never demands perfection.

    thanks for such an inspirational post 🙂

    love and light ❤
    Vikram 🙂

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      1. don’t think like that my dear sis.. every girl become stereotypic in her love life.. so be cool, think calm, ensure that you are on the right path at tight time..

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